Mixed Feelings

Have you ever felt worse and better at the same time?

That's kind of how I'm feeling. I feel myself being dragged down by tiredness more and more every day. (I even came into work today an hour later to try and make up some rest.) I feel drained most of the time and especially after walking around for a while.

But... I also feel emotionally better. I am getting things done (with family's help) and feel like I am constantly on the go with Cory working such late nights. I've taken on teaching CCD class by myself, I pick up Chesney from school, and bring her to dancing. Kinda of like a single (part-time) parent. It also feels nice to have everything ready for the baby and I've been able to concentrate on other areas of the house as well. The de-cluttering of the living room gives me a sense of peace. Now, if only I could get my entire house feeling that way! I must do it soon though if I want the cleaning ladies to come. I hate the idea of cleaning before someone cleans, but I feel it's a neccesary evil!

Baby is doing fine and I go for my next appointment in a week. Pray for me that I have more will power to stay away from all the junk food. My doctor recommends that I stay at this current weight for the remaining 7 weeks!